October 1973 I had my second vision of Sri Maha Periyava In U.S.A.

From Aug 1970 to Oct 1973 was a very difficult period of our lives.

No scholarship. First thesis for M.S(computer and inforamtion science)at the University of Pennsylvania was a failure.

From a Divisional Engineer class I position in India to a position of cleaning mens room in the college it was a startling change in my life.

No money. No job. Going to Univ of pennsylvania without a scholarship.
I was mariied in July 1970 in Bangalore and came to U.S alone in August 1970.
My wife was carrying our first baby and I did not even know that when I left for U.S.A .
Our son was born in Apr 1971 and I did not see him until 1974.

In Oct 1973 , near the University ,I was working in a yogurt culture manufacturing company,
situated on the top of an old brick building on the fifth floor.
I had two dollars and thirtyfour cents in my Girard bank account.
It was a tuesday evening. I will not be paid 62 dollars until Friday.
I used to unload cubes of solid carbon dioxide "dry ice" each weighing 56 lbs.
I broke the cubes with 16 lbs sledge hammer, into small pieces and mixed with ethyl alcohol,
in a flat metal bath in which long glass cylinders with yogurt culture inside.
The glass tubes are are connected to a vacuum chamber for removing moisture and make the culture a dry powder.
It was vicious mixture of alcohol and evaporating carbon dioxide.
I had severe headache. i did not have money for the train to go back to my slum apartment.
i was hungry. I had no money to buy food. It was raining.
I walked fifteen blocks in the rain and came to my apartment repeating
"Guru Brahma Gurur Vishnu Gurur Devo Maheshwara
...." and I had a pint of milk which I wanted to heat and drink. That wll be my dinner. I had no other food.
When I poured the milk in the heating pan it fell out with a sickening thud and
I realized the milk had gone bad and sour. I realized I have no dinner that night.
I sat down and wept. "Acharaya Deva! Even hardened criminals breaking stones in a jail are given Koozh"
" You have decided to treat me like this". I must be worse than a criminal.

I was so angry and I decided that I must be punished more than a criminal.
I was running a high fever.And there was no hot water as the landlady had turned off the hot water in that slum aprtment. Poor students have no say.
In that peak winter, the water in the bathroom sprayed ice cold water like stinging needles.
I stood under the water to punish myself. Repeating "Gur brahma Gurur Vishnur..." sloka
I stood shivering as every part of the body shook uncontrollably and the ice cold water did a miracle.
My fever was reduced. i came out of the bath room with wet towel and I said to myself
" i am a dog and dogs do not sleep in bed" So I slept on the cold cement floor under the picture of Sri Guru.
I went into a deep coma/sleep. And then a dream.
During the dream I am standing with the wet towel repeating the sloka.
Where reality ends where dream starts i was not aware.
In the dream I was standing in pitch darkness.
I am praying to Sri Guru.
Something is sharp and I am standing on it and it hurts.
I bent down and I pick that and rub it on my wet towel and suddenly I have huge glittering diamond that instantly illuminates the room and lot of people are around me saying "Look at him. He has a priceless diamond".
It was around four in the morning.
I noticed a triangular piece of News paper sticking out near the bed.
I tore the piece and read " A programmer with Telephone exchange experience and computer science back ground needed for programming" Call 215-FL2-6520."

I went to work next day and took a loan of a quarter of dollar from Mike, who was my co-worker at the Yogurt culture company. I called FL2-6520 and spoke a Gentleman who wanted to see me immediately. From that time Sri Acharya has sent wave after wave of good luck in our lives.

The pregnant wife I had left in Bangalore joined me after four years in Aug 1974.
I saw our son Rajeev for the first ime when my wife came to join me in the U.S.
Rajeev is an associate Director at Stanford research Institute in Harrisonburg Virginia and doing research in drug discovery.
Our second son Natesh was born twelve years later and is a MBA from Georgetown University and works for Lockheed Martin corp as a finance analyst in Manasss Virginia.
Natesh is named after my paternal Grandfather Sri Natesa Thatha.
My grandfather and Sri Maha Periyava studied together for Veda Adhyayanam veda patasala and my Grandmother used to always say that. Sri Periyava came to see my grandfather in our rented house in Kalla kurichi
in 1948. My Grandfather was bed ridden and could not walk and he sent a word to Sri Periyava asking for his forgiveness as he was unable to come for Darshan. Instead Sri Periyava decided to come to our house to see his devotee. I was eight years old. It looks like yesterday when I had the Darshan of Sri Periyava. Today I wrote this from my heart. (July 15 2010). All the Glory to Sri Guru.
Madurai Meenakshisundaram Vaidyanathan (Gurubhaktha)